(April 30, 2010)
Friday night, relaxing with the family
Rain begins, which is good…we need the rain
But it quickly picks up; the warnings began
Coming through on my phone, the tv, radio
Climb in the tub with Zoe, piled with pillows
Trying to stay calm for her, signing and reading books
Russ at the other end of the house, another bathtub
The lights flicker, then go out; I curve my body around hers
Duck under the pillows, keep covering Zoe
We say the Lord’s Prayer together
Then we hear it; the tornado is on the ground, too close
Feel and hear the vibration at the same time, in our whole bodies
The house rattles, shakes, sways
The sound is deafening, horrifying
I push back the thoughts that we would go flying
And wrap Zoe in my arms, trying to keep my head low
The vibrations and deafening roar are gradually replaced by only rain and thunder
But when it’s over, it isn’t over; more storms coming
A knock on the door, are we all safe? The neighbor’s basement is open
20 people there, some with no home anymore
Warnings continue through the night
Dozing fitfully on the basement floor, my body curved around Zoe’s
Russ sitting up, keeping watch over us
The next day, we open our eyes, step out into the light
And are met with the sight of our shredded community
Trees, a hundred years old, snapped like matchsticks
Like a petulant giant had stomped through
Others, toppled over, the root bulbs bigger than a man
Cars, roofs smashed by trees that had stood for generations
Power lines hang like unlaced shoestrings from every pole
Our neighbors on each side, and all the way down the road, damaged
By God’s Grace, our home is intact, and we, unharmed
National Guard directs traffic, protects from looters
Salvation Army brings a hot meal, angels on wheels
The cool water an oasis in the heat, surrounded by destruction
Hundreds in the shelter, quickly assembled at the school
In the light of day, take a slow ride, pictures when people aren’t looking
I want to be respectful of their losses
My God, My God, this place is demolished
Piles of rubble where homes used to be
Fire station, beyond repair, roofs covered in tarps
Tree trucks, electric trucks everywhere
The sound of chainsaws fills the air
We go to a hotel that night, away from the dark
Trembling and hardly sleeping as the warnings sweep through again
And we awake the next morning to begin it again
Driving through the neighborhood, the tornado’s path becomes evident
Less than a few football fields, the distance sparing us a direct hit
Another night away from our home, but at least we have a home
We hear from the neighbors that there were fatalities
Although the news does not speak of it
Zoe thinks the hotel is a big adventure but none of us sleeps well
And she melts down over nothing at breakfast
Cries inconsolably for 20 minutes in the car, overcome
Russ and I might want to have that cry too
We enter the neighborhood, further struck by the devastation
But also by the amazing teamwork and support we see
Dozens of people out, helping neighbors drag branches
The next morning, no power at the school
I take Zoe to Chuck E. Cheese across from the hotel
Pizza and games for breakfast she might enjoy
She has shown so much resilience, flits around
Playing with glee, like a happy bird
But when she rides the tow truck ride
She says that she is going to use it to help the neighbors
To clean up their “bwoken twees”…I am touched by her heart
She gets back on later, saying “Oops, I missed a few”
As I drive back through the neighborhood that afternoon
I find myself thinking, “yeah…missed a few…hundred”
So many branches piled along the road
So high that I feel bivouacked as I drive
So the Guards’ camo uniforms seem consistent
With joy we see that the power truck has made it to our street
And tears actually well up as it is followed by 6 more
We sit on the porch and watch them go up in the cherry pickers
Stringing new lines from one end of the street to the other
And at long last, they say “Let there be Light” and there is!
And we try to find some sense of normalcy again
We watch a little t.v., eat dinner, sleep in our own beds
It is not the most restful sleep we have ever had,
The event is still too close…but we have a roof over our heads
We are together, and safe, and the weather is calm tonight
And for now,
that is enough.
that is enough.
So glad you are all still intact B=) xo
ReplyDeleteMy prayers for you and those around you will continue.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the update- I'm so glad you are ok
ReplyDeleteFrom the pictures, I can see the hand of the Lord outstretched to protect three of his children. We are stunned and thankful that once again God blesses us and reminds us He is in control. Giemaw and Big Daddy
ReplyDeleteSo well spoken. These things continue to amaze me as they pick and choose through neighborhoods. It's just all so sad how quickly things change.
ReplyDeleteBeth,
ReplyDeleteGod's protection and blessings to you and your neighbors. Amazing what nature can unleash upon us. Take Care.
I had heard about it, but you made me feel it. It is just awful and you and your friends and neighbors are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteWhat an awesome portrayal of the power of nature. Your presence of mind and ability to "hold it together" is impressive. Thank God that your story ends well. Giemaw's mom
ReplyDeleteThe grace of the good lord was with you all!
ReplyDeleteAmazing pics Beth! Love your Blog. I remember all of the streets and neighborhoods there when we used to come visit, brought back a lot of memories. SO Thankful that you guys are safe and Home was not touched! love, Chris in TX
ReplyDeleteI am glad you are safe sweetie, Beautiful blog as always, I use to live in tornado alley in AL. they touched down all the time, Nature is an amazing force, it should be respected.. I personally love it..
ReplyDeleteGlad you are safe. Sorry for those who lost so much. Here, Sandy gave us a big wake up call and "taste" of what many in other areas face on a frequent basis. Friends/family on week three without power, and freezing temps. The coast looks like a war zone. It was a reality check, showing us that we are not in control. God Bless your family, and stay safe. Do you have a storm shelter? Zoe is an amazing girl...glad she got some time to be a kid in light of such devastation.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you all are safe, AMM! We did get a storm shelter about 18 months after the tornado hit. I put the link to the follow up story on my facebook status
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